in the hopper

I’ve got some posts brewing, but since I’ve gotten my sweet new smartphone, I’m not at my actual computer as much as I used to be.  So that I don’t forget, I’m listing them here.  Hopefully I end up typing up at least a few of them.

• resolutions: a brief history of me being a freak
• name them one by one
• in-law Christmas and other miscellaneous in-law holiday fiascos
• paranoia and starting fresh
• church update

Piggy-backing on the church update item, we have a new worship pastor and he has a wife.  I like them both quite a lot so far.  Also, I learned yesterday that they are dealing with infertility.  Its a different brand than what we are dealing with, but this would be the first in-real-life person I’ve encountered on this same road as us at the same time.  I don’t wish this on ANYONE, let alone people who I actually like, but I was a little encouraged to know that its not just me alone in my day-to-day non-Internet-life dealing with this.  Plus, now if I do happen to get pregnant and stay that way, I have a reason to feel guilty and what is my life if not one wave of guilt after another?