crisis mode

I don’t have much to say today.

I found out last night that some friends from college suddenly lost their 1 month old baby girl.  I haven’t been able to think of much else since.  I’ve been praying, but it doesn’t quite seem like enough.  When I go into crisis mode, I lay on the sofa and zone out.  When people in my life go into crisis mode, I want to jump into action – cook a meal, clean their house, take care of their older kids, etc.

I can’t do any of those things in this situation.

So I just sit and hold my own baby a little tighter and I kneel.